累了
Thursday, January 19, 2012
为什么会这样。。不管别人怎么想了，不想活在别人的眼光，真的很累。。我相信明白我的人不需要我去解释也会明白的。。可是，总是有些人是不会了解。
我明白现实的状况是什么，可是我很早已经试着改变它，但我失败了。。都怪我太心软。。是我笨。。所以才会变这样。。
虽然我觉得有时候错不在于我，但是我真的不能无视无辜的人被伤害。。我什么也不能做，只能觉得都是我的错。。我知道我担心也没用，可是我真的很难过。。很对不起别人和自己。。
我哭到累了，我也被伤害到不少。。我根本都不快乐。。现在我唯一能做的就是学着去接受，也许有些事是注定要考验我。。我接受了，所以拜托老天，不要再折磨我了，不然我真的会崩溃~
Workout
Friday, August 5, 2011
I seriously need to hit the gym ASAP!
Time to remember back my Yoga routine and catch up with dance classes ><
HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT~~~~~~
I won't go on a diet for sure @@
Second Chance
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Where are the people that I used to love? They were all gone right in front of my eyes and nothing can be more frustrating than this. I need to wake up from this nightmare NOW...
Love Alone
Monday, July 4, 2011
HEARTBROKEN.
每件事只要是我做的都是错的吗？ 别人做就是应该的？ 真是不明白... 从此以后我做什么都不会再顾别人对我怎么想了....
Dilemma
Sunday, July 3, 2011
How can I give it up?
It has been something that I'm keen to do, something that has build me up to who I am today, something that I wish to carry on doing in the future.. but what if it comes in the way of something else that I'm fond of? *headache*
FASHION
Seriously, which girl in this world does not want to look beautiful in stunning outfits and fabulous fashion?
I've always wanted to learn more about clothings & fashion, although I'm not cut out to be a fashion designer or professional model~
However, being in an everyday-only-nurse's-uniform life is making things quite hard to achieve...
MAKEUP
The beauty of a woman lies in her hands... We do not need to undergo plastic surgery to look beautiful.. Nowadays, makeup can make wonders.. It can make your eyes to appear bigger, your face to look smoother and brighter, conceal pimples, so and so forth...
I may still fail to draw a proper eyeliner, but I do wish to learn something that every lady should know how to do.. I cannot deny that make up can make someone look better, but I feel that sometimes it does help to boost confident.. so what's wrong with having make up?
MANICURE
One of the most important thing that nurses can't have, COLOURFUL NAILS!
And that is the thing I wanted most in my life >< Since secondary school, I've been begging my mum to let me have manicure during school holidays, but she always said that it is not necessary for a student~ So until today, I've only had it once.. and I guess I won't be able to have it again anymore.. *sobs*
I mean like look at those leopard prints! ♥
HAIR
Okay now don't get started about it T.T
I've to dye it back to black because of this.. I really don't mind having black hair.. but not for my entire life I suppose? It is totally fine for me to not dye my hair now since I'm still a student.. but throughout my career, can't I even have a tint of brown colour on my hair? I've seen ladies in their late 50's or 60's with blonde hair.. I don't think so that's I want when I'm at that age... because that's when we really should have black hair~
Who knows, after 10 or 15 years perhaps, I may get to do what I've been wishing for... hope it is not too late by then~
累了
Thursday, January 19, 2012 @ 9:36 AM
为什么会这样。。不管别人怎么想了，不想活在别人的眼光，真的很累。。我相信明白我的人不需要我去解释也会明白的。。可是，总是有些人是不会了解。
我明白现实的状况是什么，可是我很早已经试着改变它，但我失败了。。都怪我太心软。。是我笨。。所以才会变这样。。
虽然我觉得有时候错不在于我，但是我真的不能无视无辜的人被伤害。。我什么也不能做，只能觉得都是我的错。。我知道我担心也没用，可是我真的很难过。。很对不起别人和自己。。
我哭到累了，我也被伤害到不少。。我根本都不快乐。。现在我唯一能做的就是学着去接受，也许有些事是注定要考验我。。我接受了，所以拜托老天，不要再折磨我了，不然我真的会崩溃~
Workout
Friday, August 5, 2011 @ 11:12 AM
I seriously need to hit the gym ASAP!
Time to remember back my Yoga routine and catch up with dance classes ><
HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT~~~~~~
I won't go on a diet for sure @@
Second Chance
Tuesday, August 2, 2011 @ 1:46 AM
Where are the people that I used to love? They were all gone right in front of my eyes and nothing can be more frustrating than this. I need to wake up from this nightmare NOW...
Love Alone
Monday, July 4, 2011 @ 12:17 PM
HEARTBROKEN.
每件事只要是我做的都是错的吗？ 别人做就是应该的？ 真是不明白... 从此以后我做什么都不会再顾别人对我怎么想了....
Dilemma
Sunday, July 3, 2011 @ 5:45 AM
How can I give it up?
It has been something that I'm keen to do, something that has build me up to who I am today, something that I wish to carry on doing in the future.. but what if it comes in the way of something else that I'm fond of? *headache*
FASHION
Seriously, which girl in this world does not want to look beautiful in stunning outfits and fabulous fashion?
I've always wanted to learn more about clothings & fashion, although I'm not cut out to be a fashion designer or professional model~
However, being in an everyday-only-nurse's-uniform life is making things quite hard to achieve...
MAKEUP
The beauty of a woman lies in her hands... We do not need to undergo plastic surgery to look beautiful.. Nowadays, makeup can make wonders.. It can make your eyes to appear bigger, your face to look smoother and brighter, conceal pimples, so and so forth...
I may still fail to draw a proper eyeliner, but I do wish to learn something that every lady should know how to do.. I cannot deny that make up can make someone look better, but I feel that sometimes it does help to boost confident.. so what's wrong with having make up?
MANICURE
One of the most important thing that nurses can't have, COLOURFUL NAILS!
And that is the thing I wanted most in my life >< Since secondary school, I've been begging my mum to let me have manicure during school holidays, but she always said that it is not necessary for a student~ So until today, I've only had it once.. and I guess I won't be able to have it again anymore.. *sobs*
I mean like look at those leopard prints! ♥
HAIR
Okay now don't get started about it T.T
I've to dye it back to black because of this.. I really don't mind having black hair.. but not for my entire life I suppose? It is totally fine for me to not dye my hair now since I'm still a student.. but throughout my career, can't I even have a tint of brown colour on my hair? I've seen ladies in their late 50's or 60's with blonde hair.. I don't think so that's I want when I'm at that age... because that's when we really should have black hair~
Who knows, after 10 or 15 years perhaps, I may get to do what I've been wishing for... hope it is not too late by then~
