How can I give it up?

It has been something that I'm keen to do, something that has build me up to who I am today, something that I wish to carry on doing in the future.. but what if it comes in the way of something else that I'm fond of? *headache*

FASHION

Seriously, which girl in this world does not want to look beautiful in stunning outfits and fabulous fashion?

I've always wanted to learn more about clothings & fashion, although I'm not cut out to be a fashion designer or professional model~

However, being in an everyday-only-nurse's-uniform life is making things quite hard to achieve...

MAKEUP

The beauty of a woman lies in her hands... We do not need to undergo plastic surgery to look beautiful.. Nowadays, makeup can make wonders.. It can make your eyes to appear bigger, your face to look smoother and brighter, conceal pimples, so and so forth...

I may still fail to draw a proper eyeliner, but I do wish to learn something that every lady should know how to do.. I cannot deny that make up can make someone look better, but I feel that sometimes it does help to boost confident.. so what's wrong with having make up?

MANICURE

One of the most important thing that nurses can't have, COLOURFUL NAILS!

And that is the thing I wanted most in my life >< Since secondary school, I've been begging my mum to let me have manicure during school holidays, but she always said that it is not necessary for a student~ So until today, I've only had it once.. and I guess I won't be able to have it again anymore.. *sobs*

HAIR

Okay now don't get started about it T.T

I've to dye it back to black because of this.. I really don't mind having black hair.. but not for my entire life I suppose? It is totally fine for me to not dye my hair now since I'm still a student.. but throughout my career, can't I even have a tint of brown colour on my hair? I've seen ladies in their late 50's or 60's with blonde hair.. I don't think so that's I want when I'm at that age... because that's when we really should have black hair~

Who knows, after 10 or 15 years perhaps, I may get to do what I've been wishing for... hope it is not too late by then~

How can I give it up?

It has been something that I'm keen to do, something that has build me up to who I am today, something that I wish to carry on doing in the future.. but what if it comes in the way of something else that I'm fond of? *headache*

FASHION

Seriously, which girl in this world does not want to look beautiful in stunning outfits and fabulous fashion?

I've always wanted to learn more about clothings & fashion, although I'm not cut out to be a fashion designer or professional model~

However, being in an everyday-only-nurse's-uniform life is making things quite hard to achieve...

MAKEUP

The beauty of a woman lies in her hands... We do not need to undergo plastic surgery to look beautiful.. Nowadays, makeup can make wonders.. It can make your eyes to appear bigger, your face to look smoother and brighter, conceal pimples, so and so forth...

I may still fail to draw a proper eyeliner, but I do wish to learn something that every lady should know how to do.. I cannot deny that make up can make someone look better, but I feel that sometimes it does help to boost confident.. so what's wrong with having make up?

MANICURE

One of the most important thing that nurses can't have, COLOURFUL NAILS!

And that is the thing I wanted most in my life >< Since secondary school, I've been begging my mum to let me have manicure during school holidays, but she always said that it is not necessary for a student~ So until today, I've only had it once.. and I guess I won't be able to have it again anymore.. *sobs*

HAIR

Okay now don't get started about it T.T

I've to dye it back to black because of this.. I really don't mind having black hair.. but not for my entire life I suppose? It is totally fine for me to not dye my hair now since I'm still a student.. but throughout my career, can't I even have a tint of brown colour on my hair? I've seen ladies in their late 50's or 60's with blonde hair.. I don't think so that's I want when I'm at that age... because that's when we really should have black hair~

Who knows, after 10 or 15 years perhaps, I may get to do what I've been wishing for... hope it is not too late by then~